hi... just read carmelle's blog... i'll miss her so much when she's gone... only 7 days including today left...i;ll miss the time that we played like siao together...she's going to aust so yeah.. i wont be seeing her till feb next year? or maybe not since i'm going to malaysia for cny...i'm just soo sad. my cousin who's been with me for so long is going away.. remembering the days when me, she, kirsten and jie swam in the pool early in the morning....eating lollipop at8am in the pool. massaging each other and laughing...when she comes back, i'll be 16 or 17 i think.. the thought of it makes me wanna cry.. i dono wat will happen next wk in the airport. some part of me wanna send her off but another part doesnt. even though i'm not really very close to kirsten, but we're once very close...my sis is the best. can tell that she's damn sad that carmelle's going...everyone's gonna be sad i love you carmelle..... can you not go?