Thursday, April 21, 2011
you , me . we're face to face but we dont see eye to eye .
we're like different stars
and that woulnt change a thing .
i feel screwed . for once , im not prepared for my exams . idk . my results are shit , my friendships are crappy . i guess i never fit in .I wanna ask you 4 . whats so fun about making fun of me and staring at me as though i'm having a disease and if you get close to me you'll die ? fyi , its getting irritaing and i am always controlling myself . it has to stop okayy .disappointments . how i hate that word . i hate getting disappointed . i tried inviting people . and since all my friends are inviting and they are coming but mine doesnt , it makes me feel like a failure . if i could do anything to invite them . i stepped out of my comfort zone already . i surrender everything to you God . i have many many things to do !!! tuition soon tooo . i pray that everything will be okay .dear god , please give me self control and confidence and not forget that everything is possible with you . please guard my heart . god bless you no matter what you do (:Labels: your the song i sing
Monday, April 18, 2011
Hmm... yeah we got a silver . its not bad choir ! (: i know i cried a lot but its okayy (: smile ! yea , exam is in 10 days and here i am using fb , blogger , download songs and even changed my blogskin . mummy's not around :/ i guess my relationship has improve with my seniors and i love them ttm ! there's a part of me that doesnt wanna leave them and let them leave . choir camp is coming and i'm looking forwward (: bbuuttt , MYE first :/
you cant expect us to change just because something happpened . we're not your dog . you want us then we're here , you dont want us then you kick us away . crying is really the best solution afterall right ? i guess i'll never ever have a close friend ? a true one ? a one that talks secret with me ? when im nervous before syf will give me a call ? forget it .
Labels: silver