Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Tomorrow's not gonna hurt. I promise myself. Tomorrow's school. Know what it means? Reality is back. After 4 days of hiding, school is where I must go. Effff. I seriously hate it when I tell myself that it's gonna be okay when it's not. My head's freakingky pain now. Don't know what's wrong. Maybe a headache. I've a feeling that tomorrow is gonna be a long long day. Lets just hope that god will help me.
"Ask god and he'll give you. You have not asked him yet. You are special . You do not need to feel inferior to anyone. You are special" this were the exact words god gave the lady who prayed for me. He knew what I was thinking But wanted me to Ask. Ask of him to give me . I wanna live my life well. Not sighning every single day. It's tiring uh. Hating is even worst. Stop being so paranoid annabel. Its just nth but lies from the devil. Live your life well. Trust god and he'll make a difference(: have faith. Work on your faith(: God will bless those who seek in him(; trust(: love(: tell him what u want. Tell him what you need. He'll bless you. He's your father (: ILY GOD <3 <3
Labels: Work on faith
Monday, August 9, 2010
My mum always ask me why I keep sleeping. It's just because that I don't like this life I have. Maturity is a bad thing alright? A real bad thing. I hate it. If i was nit so mature, things might be different. Teacher likes my maturity but I guess you don't uh. Actions speaks louder than words . I'm tired. I just wish that I can go for a long holiday with my loved ones and have fun and not care about the things happening here. You just treat me like I'm invincible. Sometimes I wish I can just disappear. This life is terrible. I woul rather be someone poor but have the happiness that Money cannot buy with then being like this . When will my prayer come true? FML...