Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Oh yes . Hihi . It's just 7 days to syf from tmr . And we are NOT okay . We need to buck up (:
idk what to feel now . I feel like crying . I've always been telling myself that it's okay ... It's alright . It will change ... But , I'm sorry it doesn't at all ... You all just don't realize how I feel when everyone likes her and leave me alone . When everyone wants her and not me . When it's always her being the best and never me . When she leads sectionals and everything . When she stands in front and not me . I'm not feeling jealous but it just tells me how much she is to you all than me . It just makes me feel like a FAILURE .
You won't know how hurt I am . Yea she is the best . She is always the best . Not me . Fine . I accept it .you tell her you secrets and don't tell me . Fine . All I want is just to be a sister to you all . To be like her. Maybe she was right .
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