It's the love

Sunday, June 24, 2012

I'm 15. (: Its not about the age anymore . Yes I'm happy cause ive got TOMS ! But it's not that pure happiness. All I actually wanted was for my close friends, melissa to wish me a happy birthday. But forget it. The last 6 mins .
I really wanna thank God for this bunch of choir committee and section leaders. Love them ttm. A freaking birthday surprise that even my clique didn't give me. But yeah. I love them much. And Jessie too ! Hahahah.
I also wanna thank God .
Thank you Lord , for my 14 years of life . Thank you that I am able to go help others . Please bless me this year that I'll be showered with your blessings and I will grow in you. As I walk towards you, you take a thousand steps towards me. Thank you for your unfailing love . The love that surpasses all understandings. The love that never fails. I can't thank you enough, for the greatest present that you have given me . Christ Jesus . He was the best present ever and thank you .

LoveyouLord. Please watch over me and guide me , as I walk in spirit and in truth .

your words here.. =)

Long while since I posted . Farewell Jie. 13 days. So many things happened all this while. But one thing I know , God is in control. Really wanna thank God . That although I have this messed up life, I still have God. I know that sometimes I'm just a stupid girl that wants her way. I feel inferior and all that. Cause yeah . But God never fails to tell me how important I am to him he never ever fails to not make me feel special. Even though my earthly father may not treat me really well, but the one in heaven is the best.
Daddy hasn't changed at all . And I'm praying that this 40days will be a revival for him. I really hope that he puts God first before everything.
I'm lying on the bed , thinking about so many things . Isabel leaving in 13 days. Now she's at Ariel house cause she's going Bangkok Tmr . When I have school . Walao. It's getting hard trying to sleep alone cause its been 15 years since I had her to sleep with me . So now a bit weird. Will really miss her although I don't say it. Cause hey, it's my sister oaky? I really hate it how my parents take it so easily. I'm a 15 year old kid. What do you expect me to do, not cry? Sorry , she's my sister. 3 weeks without her was hell. Now 4 months first. First time exam she's not here. No one to talk about choir already ): I will really miss her a lot. I lloveyoujie<3
Me and dad never talk a lot. Imagine this is what will happen when mum go with Isabel for 2 weeks . Awkward. I'm kinda getting scared of my dad. He's not like how I used to know. Its... Scary. :/
You know , I still think about you. But I know that God has a plan for me . A plan to prosper me . So who cares about you. I don't want to be annoying so yeah. Shall just wait for you to text me then I reply.
I wanna thank God for 3 special friends. Clarice crystal and mojojoyek. Really nice peeps that cheer you up as scold you also. Sometime it hurts, but after a while, you know the reason why they scold . Cause they care. Love you guys <3 hahaha.
Its like 12:33 . Needa wake up early for school Tmr !

Ciao !
"And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us," Matthew12:1

Your love never fails

your words here.. =)