Tuesday, September 14, 2010
I just blew off our friendship... And I dont know what to say. I know i'm sorry. But I dont want to know you anymore. All I want is for someone to message me when i'm bored. Not someone who spams you messages. I guess things are studying to get awarkard? I seriously dont know... It's like argh. So complicated. I know i'm like damn freaking bad but I care a lot for appearance. And my friends kinda laughed at you... I'm like stuck in the middle. You pissed my sis off. And me to fyi. You dont look like you care for your studies. But I do. Your problems and mine are different. You broke your promise. Fine. It's my fault. I know you care for me. But dont you think that it's too much already? More like a bf then a friend. And I dont like it. Seriously not. You are not someone that I can trust. Trust is meant to be built. And i've only know you for less than a month. I dont know what the hell I was thinking before. I guess... I just need someone to kill my boredom. That's all. I know it'll really hurt your feeling. I'm sorry. Please, I beg you dont tell the whole world about this. I can seriously die. We can still be friends. But not that close. Thanks(:
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Sunday, September 12, 2010
I super dont feel like going for cell anymore. You cant blame me right? To you, everythin's my fault. It's never yours. You dont have a dream. You dont dream for God. And even if you have, you dont share. You dont bother sharing with me. After all these years, you never change. You are still the same you. The same one. You know people can feel and they can sense that I dont like my cell? I'm trying hard to like it. Love you all. But it doesn't stop me from thinking or wishing why wasn't I in their group? Why did our friendship have to go until so strain. You all say you understand. But the fact is that you dont. I stayed because I knew I had a purpose in this group. I know that mel wants me to lead. But it's really very hard. I miss the times when fiona was here. When we went hyper together. I cant stand it when it's only me being hyper. Like no one is with me. It makes me feel stupid.
I love you, my dear sister.. Seriously.
I wish you would see this mel.