Sunday, May 3, 2009
today went to church and had fun time. was quite sad cause its the last day of being friends with idiot. just wanna tell him sry and will he forgive me? the person who tagged was right... i really need a missing puzzle piece to fill in my heart and i wonder who will be that one... for me.
today is the first sunday of the month and we had holy communion in church. i realised that idiot was right. i was too young to think about it. my heart has no feelings now. i dono how to tell idiot that l don want to end this friendship and just continue being friends. sometimes, i dont understand wat he mean but i also never ask cause later i misunderstand him then die liao. i was talking to fernanda asking her if she wanna go out with me in church and i felt so bad la. never listen in church.saw my friend daniel in church and he was wearing pink! i wanna go back to tc! then can talk to joanne and brenda. how do u tell a person not to leave u? i donno but i want to noe. i am a fool! real fool. how i wish that i was not born. then i would never know this two gus that are making me fustrated. and even if they r reading, just wanna tell idiot that only time can heal the wound that he made in my heart. he need not say sorry bbut i would really feel like kicking him now.now i realise what my sis say that liking is hard but asking the other person lke u is even harder cause u will npt know what the person is thinking but u only noe urs.tats all=) gd luck 4 all ur papers and i comit all the ppl who read this blog names in jesus hands and that they all will do well for their examsi luv u all=)Labels: i donno how to express myself