Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Life is really killing me . I seriously feel like just giving up. I'm not some smart ass who can just study a bit then do well okay. And yes , you're like some genius can. I can't compare with you.
I've seriously so much in my mind . Less than 2 months with my sister and I have this stupid shit exam. And I don't want to fail. I hate the look on my parents face. Especially my dad's . Whatever I do is also never good enough. Maybe I'm stressing myself too much. But what do you expect me to do? Heck and don't study ? I wish I could. But my attitude is not like this. If I can't get it, I MUST get it. After Isabel goes , then I'll be alone . Like freak. I don't want . I want someone to be here with me . Do you know how I feel ? I have so much pressure on myself already. I just want to give up.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Oh great . Everytime you also talk about divorce . Divorce lah. Divorce I also don't need a fucking father . All the fuck you know what to say is divorce . Then just go lah. Go live your life and find some bit ch that likes photography. You expect me to go overseas when I'm sec4 and not let mum go with me . Why not I ask you bang wall and don't go hospital. It's bloody shit. After last night , my respect for you all gone .
You said that I was irresponsible. You very responsible meh. Just a pile of shit. I didn't check whatsapp, also my fault. Then when we text you and we don't receive also our fault.
I LEARN THINGS FROM YOU. YOU SHOW ME EXAMPLE THAT I CAN USE MY PHONE DURING DINNER . HEH. OH YEAH, AND I'LL NOT GO MALAYSIA WITH YOU . Idontcare about your feelings at all. Since you fucking don't even bother about mine .