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Friday, February 12, 2010

hi people. feeling quite sad/angry/happy.
i'm retarted. going malayisa in a few more hours and in a freaking BMW. wtf? but i don't care already.
sometimes, i just hope that i was not born. Hate this life.
I'm kinda happy cause at last my ad got my mum to shut up:) she's been nagging at me for no damn reason and her nag is not just one sentnce. its many sentneces. I'm irriated by her!!
she does not even allow me to put my stick that i forgot on the chair! i was late for tuition so i rushed and forgot about it. my dad's busy working now and that made her shut up.
Hiaz... i cant play fb and stuff already. and i hope that i sleep well tonite.
my dad and mum are maybe divorcing? just now during dinner they talked about it. its not as though its all our fault right? all are at fault.
anyway, i'll miss lots of people...
bye

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Labels: Chinese new year coming already

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Monday, February 8, 2010

Hey, isn't this just so great?
Kinda got slap by my father but ended up he 'strangled' me by the back of the neck yesterday and got slap by my mum just now? When she doesn't even know anything and just start screaming at me?
This is the 'best' thing that can happen.
ok.this is weird but let me explain.
Yesterday, my sister threw a whole chunk of paper inti the rubbish bin. then i threw my lays potato chips bag inside.
Dad saw, so he said"isabel, why you trow away so much paper?i take to office to use."
he then took out the whole bag of papers and stuff but threw back my lays potato chips to the dustbin which did nit have a plastic bag.
After dinner, i went to the kitchen to drink water. was very tired and had bad mood. mum saw the lays potato chips and started shouting at me
"why you throw this inside when there is no plastic bag?!!!! How you expect me to clear? Why didn't you but a plastic bag???"
i replied" not me what...is daddy.he take out one.
then she nag and scold again
i not happy. then shout"IS NOT ME! SCOLD ME FOR WHAT???!"
Mum super angry. scold and walk off. I felt super angry. Then shout back. Dad got angry too. He came to the kitchen and almost gave me a slap but ended up pulling me by the neck then scold me and mum by shouting at the top of his lungs.
isabel shut up and didn't say anything.

A few minutes ago, mum reach home. then she bu fen qing hong zao bai scold me again. then i saw the plastic bag that has all the papers. then i show her. She continued scolding. So i raised my voice but not shout. since my voice is high, then it sounded like i was screaming.
She shouted" WHY ARE YOU SHOUTING???!!!!!!!!"
She walk to me and gave me 2 slaps, on both cheeks.
From now on, I'm not going to talk to her at all. since she likes to slap so much, slap once more or lesser also wont die one.
I'm always very happy when i'm not at home or without them. Maybe i was born in the wrong family.... I hate them

i wanted to typeout a verse from the bible but i think better not. I'm in no right now...
Just hope that I won't do anything rash but cool down.

Labels: fuck

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Sunday, February 7, 2010

Yo people:)
I severed today:) And i also realised something. That I'll never be part of 'that two groups'. Well, its because i don't know them too well and that I'm younger than them? maybe they don't feel it but i do:(
Its all up to God to see and choose who should be my good friends and some not to.
I've not finish my hw yet and I'm on comp.
I feel that i hate my life now. Its so dead and boring. Having all the troubles and I'm so ill-disciplined and all the crap.ANNABEL TEE SHOULD START STUDYING SOON!!!!

Haha,
Thats all!!!!
God please help in my relationship with the two groups of people.

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