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Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Hello hello ! Going Malaysia at about 4am later :/ using dad's iPad now .
I'm not very excited over the fact that Chinese new year is here . I don't really have the mood :/

FRIENDS . I guess i have been having friendship problems :(( and I don't really know what I can do about it. Hey dude. Stop being an asshole . I know you don't like me right ? Why not just tell it straight into my face if you really what to ? No point beating around the bush and laughing and humiliating me yeah ? I also dont like you and your clique. You all don't actually spare a thought for others right ? If you say I need to go for plastic , then how about you ? Look into the mirror before talking about other people. And FYI .I don't like YOU sitting behind me . Its another you . Don't you realise that you're super irritating and you've been getting onto my nerves ? You're just an IRRITANT ! For God's sake ! Take a look at yourself. I actually wanted us to well try to be friends . But I doubt so .

Done about you and you .

Time to talk about other things .
CHOIR is making me STRESSED AND FREAKED OUT ! I'm so scared that I can't song well for SYF :/ low confidence . I need god's help . And I need to practice . Which I'm not cause I'm too lazy . Need to buck up . Its the start of feb already . Not much time left . SYF is in april . And I love ALTO so much ! I think we're awesome ! The whole choir is but I still like alto more (:

CHURCH . She came and became our new leader . And we don't really like her . Its just that we don't really connect well and I feel like i have got no one to talk to now . Last sat I felt helpless , hopeless, lost . I just cried alone at home . When you realize that no one really cares for you , all you wanna have is to have a hug from someone . Thats why I'm so jealous over many people . Carefree, happy, joyful .
I guess the lord's testing me now cause I know that he is there and I'll do something great ! (:
I guess you think that I like you . I don't know whether you read a not but this is to you :
You've been a nice friend but I only like you as a friend . I am sorry I gave you the wrong impression . I seriously hope we can be good friends that share everything and hang out together . I pray that we can still be friends and jamming mates . And you still need to teach me guitar !!!!! (: but I'm too busy now .

Last 2 wks already . With this team . I don know what to expect and I haven finish writing or started the cards yet . Haiz . No time but I have to get it done ASAP cause I won't see them anymoree :/ I will really miss them much ttc !

Why is it that only when you realize that you are losing something then you treasure it ? Cherish what you have now cause you never know wha may happen . And believe in your dreams (: GOD MAKES MIRICLES HAPPEN (: EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A RESON (:

Xoxo

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