
Turning 14th tmr . i feel old . having mixed feelings . somehow , i dont want to have a birthday .
these few days , i've been thinking about last year .
i still remember it clearly . GLOBAL DAY OF PRAYER . i thought that it'll be a great day . but heh . NOT . whatever you two said is still stuck to the back of my head . " sorry , no money , give you next week . " the only person from church that gave me a present was Brenda . the person i would never expect . i was being such a bitch to her yet she gave me a present , treated me like a sister . REAL friend .
im sorry babe , for all the things i've done to you . i didnt give you a present neither did i celebahte yours ... i thank God for you . i guess no matter what , you still treated me like a friend . a friend that will stand by each other . iloveyou a lot lot lot lot babe <3
oh well , i think this year will be a better year but dont keep your hopes high annabel tee . anything can happen .
the thing that im looking forward to is SML AND TEENS IDOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!! (;