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Sunday, May 9, 2010

FUCK MY LIFE. Just FUCK IT.
Why can't people just live in harmony? why cant people understand me?
Do they ever know that whatever they say about my friends hurt me a lot?
they just dont give a damn about it right?
Yes. I know that my friends are crap, emo, not friendly. But so what? You think I want them to be like that? You think I'm not trying at all? You think I dont care?
Its now not my joy anymore.
Everything's just ruined.
Its not your fault I know. And i dont blame you.
And its just God's plan alright?
All my dreams about being a worship leader is gone already.
I'm just tired of this kind of life that I'm living.
Putting on a mask everyday. Not showing my real self.
I'm really very very tired.
My passion is gone.
But i dont want to be a hard boil egg. I want to be a raw egg.
I want to bring glory to God.
People just come crushing my friendship. She's just an asshole.
But too bad. She cant cause F knows me more than her. And she trusts me 2(:
Thats one thing I'm happy about.
Today was a worst mothers day..
That stupid cat made me so damn freaked out and i'm never going to that coffee shop again. Thats for sure:X
There's no love here. My heart's cold. Everyone has a close friend or two. What about me?
I know you're trying hard. i can sense it too.
I know you're caring for me. I thank you for that.
But i know I can never replace you in her heart.
I can be close. But never the same...
I want my heart back.
A heart that has compassion for the children and the lost.
A heart that pleases God.
A heart that loves everyone.
A heart that glorifies your name.
I'm sorry to those that I meant in this post.
Please dont take it to heart

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