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Thursday, July 8, 2010

I'm tired...very tired. Everything's just gone all wrong. I don't have the love for god anymore... I don't know why... I'm just trying to fit in.. Be one of you. Do u know how much I long to be in your clique? But I'm always treated as an outsider. No one treats me like a good friend. I put on a mask everyday. No one knows how I feel. I start irritating ppl. I really don't want it to happen. I'm sorryyy... My dream is almost dashed. Just waiting for someone to save me... My dream as a worship leader. I have a passion for singing. God gave mum and Melissa a vision of me. But suddenly, it doesn't fel right anymore... I just get jealous of you easily when I know I shouldn't. I hate the way you sing cause I think I can do much better. I hate the look of your face. I just keep thinking that you stuck up to them... It's all my fault. I'm sorry. I just wanna be someone extraordinary. Miss grace told us that we were extraordinary. We are somebody. Not nobody . I want to believe in that. People say thati can do it. But I need the encouragment from you all.. I'm just hoping that I'll learn to sing better... And this is to you. Stop calling me a bitch. You're just a bastard. Who do you think you are!? You're just caring too much about her . I really don't know what she sees in you. At least I was just joking. I'm not so violent like you. Neither am I so rude. I'm taght respect unlike you. I know I shouldn't say this and I'm sorry. You're not what you think you are. My first impression of you was okay. But now, I think u're nothing. THis part is for LYDIA CHAN AI MIN(: thanks girl! For the kettchup(: hahahah. U really brighten up myday yesterday and we poured our hearts out(: thanks fo being there for me when I needed it. Now I just hope that we'll be how we were last time from now on(: GOD'S SWEET KETCHUP(:
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