Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Haiz... You know, I shouldn't actually feel it that way. Why? Cause I know that they maybe will not and should not treat me that way. How should I put it??? Hmm... Lol. I am scared actually. Very. I found 2 very good friends in cell now after mixing with isabelle's group. Cause I realised that - and _ are both very nce. Even if Fiona comes back, I will not say no to be their friends. Cause I realised that they are wonderful. But now I'm scared cause I feel that another girl may just take over me. Then i'll be left lonely again. I had a hard time trying to be ther friends and now, when I feel that I am ready to be their friends, someone else just comes. Like it's putting me on a risk. Haiz... It's hard to express what I mean lah. Like I dun want that person to to take away my friends. Really. I love them lots. Anyway, today went I meet ps Kelly before going for choir. So sad. The vocalist are not moving with the whole team!!! So sad ... Then I can't see ---. Who cares anyway. Haha. Choir was tough. Kinda learnt or go through 4 songs. Tomorrow must learn 5 songs. Total by Friday 9 songs or else we cancel the concert. Wth lah. To people like $$$$$$$. Go for class gathering then dun come choir. How many people scacrificed so many things for choir and you cannot. Must go for that gathering. P5 somemore. Can't you spare a thought for all the other people in choir? They spent so muh effort and time in this. If you want to quit choir, then why not do it now? Like why waste your time lah. Why bother listening to your parents when you don't want?I know I'm not in the position to judge you but i just can't help it. My face is itching like shit and tomorrow I have Chinese tuition at
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