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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Hey, I'm sorry eh. I know it's mostly my fault not yours but cause I'm just tired and piss off ao I kinda vent my anger on you. So sorry kor. :X
sian. I'm really starting to hate my life much more than ever. I really really need god to help me. I know you think that I'm very paranoid. Yeah. You are right . I don't know why the hell I am so paranoid. Fear. Shit. Now even jq isn't really talking much to me. Does it mean to end our friendship?
Is it my fault?
Why isn't god here?
What is wrong?
That should be me...
I'm sorry for what i've done
the term is coming to an end
and now everything is gone
I need another open door
and I need your help
no one cares on what and how
I'm just someone invisible
I'm not even cared
everyday jut wearing a mask
it's not as if I'm so happy
I'm just a kid and life's a nightmare
what the fuck I wrong with my life
I hate it
all I want is to fit in and be your friends
I hate stucking up to people
and be who I am not.
This is not the life I want.
It's not your fault. Really.


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