Saturday, September 4, 2010
I feel like crying. I hate my life. I thought today would be a good day. Why does my day always turns out like that?! I'm getting irritated. I just don't understand god. I know he's there but why did he pit me in this kind of state?! Seriously. I feel like crying all out. Parents are just suckers. I need god to speak to me before my heart gets too cold. I don't wanna be Luke warm. Either hot or cold. And my throat is hurting like shit ); very sad. I pray for healing over my throat! Dear god , please help me that my throat will get better (: please. I need a miracle again! In Jesus name, amen (; I believe that I'm well again (: hahahahaha. I wanna go central tomorrow . Ask joanne go with me (; hahah. I'm cheering up soon I guess. I miss Lydia and annalisa ): but I seriously wonder if you ever read my blog.... Ily. A lot