Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Life is really killing me . I seriously feel like just giving up. I'm not some smart ass who can just study a bit then do well okay. And yes , you're like some genius can. I can't compare with you.
I've seriously so much in my mind . Less than 2 months with my sister and I have this stupid shit exam. And I don't want to fail. I hate the look on my parents face. Especially my dad's . Whatever I do is also never good enough. Maybe I'm stressing myself too much. But what do you expect me to do? Heck and don't study ? I wish I could. But my attitude is not like this. If I can't get it, I MUST get it. After Isabel goes , then I'll be alone . Like freak. I don't want . I want someone to be here with me . Do you know how I feel ? I have so much pressure on myself already. I just want to give up.