Monday, April 5, 2010
Hello(:today quite good mood(: hope that it'll always be the same throughout the whole day... andi think i'm sick. keep having running nose.
quarrelled with mum yesterday. it was kinda my fault la. but not all right? she doesn't understand me at all. she doesn't know how i feel at all. to her, she thinks that i'm forever wrong right? when did i ever do any right to her?
crap her.
fine. its my fault. i did everything wrong okay? i just don't want to go home and see her face.
but, because of what
you said, i'll just keepquiet.
God please help me....
TODAYWoke up late today but was not late for school cause daddy send me and isabel(: and i'm freaking tired. there's something wrong with my heart. very pain.. like physically.
had home econs and i cooked with Le Fei... but she didn't really know how to cook. haha. i also la...
Had maths test.It sucks..damn hard. but luckily, i think i passed.
went to mac to eat with GIGI,LE FEI AND LEE HENG(:
AND WE BOUGHT LOLLIPOPS(: muahahahaha.
now in music theory. VERY VERY VERY SIAN...
byes...
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
okay. this post isn't really all about school but its partly about it. school sucks now... really. i dread it. i miss sundays... all the fun we had. i miss encounter...
why does history always repeats itself? really. just when i thought everything would be better it gets worst... why??? really... so many things have been happening... everytings gone wrong, totally wrong. its just so stressful to go to school. whe you realised that the clique doesn't really care about you. when you realise that all you did was wrong. sometimes. when you think that you've done it right, actually, you are wrong. its all about the heart and the attitude.
i love melvin(: as a friend la... haha. was messaging him just nw. he gave me a lot of encouragement and made me laugh like siao. haiz... if everyone was like him. itll be GREAT won't it? but it'll never happen...
feeling depressed too. actually, i wonder if i really have any fun time there. maybe at times. the first few times.. but not really now.
bye
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
I just finish school and its super hard for me to type this way Cause this ipod has some problems...Nvm,just wanna let you people know and ask that you stop thinking that I Like ACK WHICH IS FREAKINGLY NOT TRUE!!! I TELL YOU ONCE MORE! I LIKE NO ONE!!!! AND YOU SHOULD KNOW IT!!!! HE'S NOT A CHRISTIAN AND THATS THE END OF THIS NONSENSE!
OK, THATS THE END NOW... AND I DUN WANT TO TRY TO KEEP PRESSING THE IPOD ALR... SO SORRY. I FIND MYSELF VERY VERY VERY 'FAKE' CAUSE I ALWAYS DOUBT GOD... LIKE WTH!!! WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS? AND NOW EVERYTHING'S ALREADY MESSED UP AND I'M SO DAMN FREAKING FEEL LIKE JUST NOT DOING ANYTHIG. THERE'S PEER PRESURE AND STUFF LIKE THAT. MAYBE GOING TO OPSS WAS WRONG? GOD PLEASE GIVE ME AN ANSWER CAN? I AM VERY VERY VERY TIRED!!!! URGH WHATEVER.. I DONT CARE ALREADY.
today during lesson, i thought about ------ and I felt damn sad:( haiz... its already in
BYE BYE AND U ARE GONE...
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Ended school at about 2.40 then went home with CK and saw lewis at khatib. I haven't seen him since so long! and i was like damn shock to see him! he looked excalty like what he's wearing in chongfu cause the shirt is white and the pants is blue just that his shirt must pin the school bagde.
school was ok today cause got english lesson which was the funniest. i hate the lit/rich teacher man. she suck to the core. come in classs then scold scold scold. so noisy la. spoil my day. but thats okay cause at least for geog the teacher quiet nice. my friends call her BM which stands for bloody mary. her name's actually josephine mary.
and i have to go for choir on friday and my sis would be there. its so damn freaking weird la=$ but just hope that not many more people will know. and i've got tones of hw to do and i've not done it cause i'm kinda lazy...
just helped claudia do her blog and now my sis's having piano lessons so i cant watch tv=( but there's not many show to watch.
i'm getting stressed out now!!!!! so piss off with everything and i really hope that i dun get mad at my mum again like yesterday.though she's unreasonoable, but she's still my mum and i can't deny it. just prayed that God will help me control my temper. gotta sleep eraly today or else i wont have enought sleep...
bye and God BLess(:
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