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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Now, i am lost...without him...i just changed my blog song and the song called your song,is for him only...just wanna tell him that this year, it ois very special cause i finally know wat love is! at last, when i realise wat and how it feels man!
This message is to claudia: I luv u! u will always be my gd sister in christ! i luv u as a sister!!!!!!!! u rock man! though u r irritating at times, just wanna tell u that God loves u for the way u are. God made u special in a way! GBU:)
I am very happy/ sad/ fustrated! i want all my gd friends to some to come to my birthday party cause its the last year in pri school! i really donno wat to say to HIM. juat wanna tell HIM thank u for this surprise that my friends wanted to give me though now i noe it, but, i am touch by all ur efforts in saying ok=) i luv u!

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I am very tired! both in my emotions and my body. I really wanna just drop dead! y do all the bad ppl gets the good things that i don have? I do not understand why! y does she have all the 'love' from andrea when i get nothing? why does she still have a bigger portion of andrea's heart compared to me? does she noe that the hurt she had made in my heart can never ever be healed?and even if my heart is healed, there will be a scar to remind me of it! why cant she just have the pain i felt?y is she enjoying all the goodness?why does andrea lke her so much? why do i need to put up a show infront of her?why must i????why is the world so unfair? why dosent anyone understand how i feel?i am really on the verge of tears now. I want to get my revenge on her but jesus said that if ur enermy slaps u on ur left cheek, do not slap back but give them ur right cheek to slap. Let them slap u for 77 times.I want to be like jesus but its really hard! i really donno how long can i ever hang on ...i really feel like dying now but i noe that i cant cause i still have friends to help me and i still have the jesus to help me. He will be my power of strength and through him, all thimgs are possible.

I really hope that andrea reads this post because all i want to tell her is that i will only treat tiffany as a friend because the wound in my heart can never be healed. so many ppl tinks that i am a very strong girl but tats not true. i am very afraid of losing friends because i have a very frightful experience before tats y i treasure friends. i am afraid that i will lose andrea to tiffany. i am afraid that history would repeat itself on me again. but, although i want tiffany to feel the feelings that i felt tat time, i cannot because jesus told me not to. i really don feel like going to school anymore...god, i prayin jesus name that this problem will be solved in ur hands because through u , all things are possible.

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